Manic Monday

Well my Monday was overall pretty shitty. Woke up in a good mood, didn't do much, took a nap, all sounds nice...but turned to shit. I went to FS with Becky and Connery and my boys. We picked Pat up from work and went to El Charros for lunch. After lunch we went to Wal-Mart and waited around there for awhile, browsing and waiting for Becky's van to get tires put on. On our way back home we decided we should go swimming. The pools are closed on Mondays, so we went to the lake. My boys had fun swimming and splashing. Connery wasn't crazy about the water this time. I waded around in the water with the boys. After swimming for less than an hour I had an overwhelming feeling something was wrong. I wanted to leave. When I got home, I found Scott, who was in the pissiest mood. After that it was all down hill. We fought for a couple hours over tiny things. I went to bed still extremely pissed off at him. Most days I love him and other days I f-ing hate him....I hated him yesterday. I didn't even want to be near him let alone have a conversation with him, but to prevent more fighting, I suck it in and bottle it up. We haven't had a fight like that in years, it was ridiculous. I'm still so irritated at the whole situation that I don't even feel like posting about the details. He was mean and hateful and I didn't want to be married to him yesterday. Of course men let things like that go pretty easily, so this morning he was fine. Meanwhile all I could think about was getting him outta the house for him to go to work. I guess we'll see how today goes.....